poems

1.
In a perplexed state he wanders,
He is through with all these games,
For he has played far to long.
This tranquil feeling spreads as he closes his eyes.
She cannot help but fear destruction,
As a drop of rain falls,so does her gaze.
In rapture of the pain her heart skips a beat.
As the terrential down pour continues,
He breaks to a stop.
As she slowly grabs her things she wispers "I love you" on last time,
Having barely closed the door,he speeds away,
Leaving her there in the heavy down pour,
An unspoken reflection on wht was once had is lost in trepedation.
Death has come.
2.
And so in this moment at last,
She will try to forget her clandestine past,
She will walk from his arms,
Into a cloister of her own,
Taking on the charm that has left her alone,
Thriving to see her own defeat,
Once she falls she will slowly be beat,
In anger,
In sadness,
She will slowly fall.

3. Into a dream he falls,
The defeat she has presented him calls,
A cold awareness of where he lies,
Causes him to open his swollen eyes.
In her presence he has now become austere,
Pulling away from her words that tear.
With these spurious dreams he slowly dies,
Dreaming days and dreaming nights.
"For they who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who only dream by night,"
Her stoic demeanor will drive him away,
Into ination he will sway.

4. Standing here,
Falling so gently never hurt so much,
Why is this pain wind breaking my heart?
So swiftly I'm carried to a moment of ethereal bliss,
Silently wasting away.
Flickering in and out I am unaware,
Panic spreads over,
And then follows dispare,
As I pallidy awaken,
You gesture to free this heart that has been taken.
I fall into you,
And I quicly stand on my own,
Strength was all I needed.

Beach Evening

The other night I decided that I would go to the beach...I took pictures, here they are:

Results are in

Ok so all this ignoring my blog has gone to good use. I had my first exams this past week, and I got the rest of my grades today.
Here they are:
PE: 91%
Art History: 100% !!!!!!!
Western Civ: 94%
and Finally
(drum roll please)
a 93% in Psychology....it may not sound great, but I have the highest grade in my class!!
I am so excited.
Oh and these arent all my classes I have Design I and English 111 too.
I am accomplishing my goals! They are maintain all A's and attend all classes. I am finaly proud of my self for something.

UGH!

Ok guys! I have been so busy, and when i finally have more time i'll post a blog and update, I just wanted to let you know that I havent forgotten about this!!

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About me:I'm Katie. I never seem to run out of things to say. As of now: My life is a whirlwind, but I hug it like a harmless little tree. Its and earthquake, but I calm it. I need a new town to leave all this behind. I'm not interested in being someone else anymore. I'm not interested in being someones priority, I'm interested in Being my own. "How many lovers would stay, just to put up with this everyday and all day???" My greatest desire is to get out and be what I've always dreamed and wanted for myself.

Never know

I am so incredibly happy. Its weird to not be sad and depressed anymore....but its amazing to feel this content and at was. I was thinking last night wondering why I was feeling this, but then I decided I dont want to know! I dont want to ruin it or have it taken away!!!! I love it!!

Pictures I love

I love my sis so much!! I can't wait to see her this weekend!